March 31, 2009
Sasha, and not knowing what’s around the corner
It’s been a while since I posted about Sasha. If you read David‘s blog, you’ve read some updates lately, but if not, I’ll give you the condensed version. Over the past few months, we’ve basically been removing tumors as we find them. She’s had melanomas on her tongue and osteosarcomas under her skin removed. There was no sign of spread to her lymph nodes, lungs, or anywhere else, so we just kept removing tumors. It had been pretty much one at a time, but a couple of weeks ago she suddenly had an eruption of 7 all at once. Yesterday the vet removed 2 more, and one of them was deep and she thinks it may have gotten into her lymph system. We won’t know until we get the lab report back in a few more days. We of course have lots of questions about what exactly this means, but we’re waiting to ask them until we know for sure.
Sometimes I think, “I can’t stand this; I just wish I knew how long this was going to go on.” But really, when I think about it, I’m probably glad I don’t know. If our time with her is limited, would I really want to know a date and have it looming in the future and casting a dark shadow on our days with her? Absolutely not! I’m a planner, but this time, I need to take it one day at a time and cherish our Sasha and the blessing she is to our family.